Sunday, December 4, 2016

Change is hard

Oh My God! Where does time go? It has really been a long time since I have scribbled here. The fact is that I have been suffering a writer melt down. No…more like a nuclear LIFE meltdown. So much has happened and I have been stuck on pause for a long time now.

Starting over again at my age is not easy. Change is not easy. Been there, done that more than once. So once again my marriage has failed and I find myself alone. My husband came home from work one day and said, “I want to start over. I want a divorce.” I guess that was his new year’s resolution since he told me this just after New Year’s Eve 2016. We had been together for over 30 years- We share two children and So… we ended up selling our home and I ended up finding a new place to live as well as a new job. As if that wasn’t enough, my mother died soon after. It has been a rough year and I cannot find  words for my feelings. I will try as best as I can to share with you this journey ,and my hope is that by sharing my thoughts and by scribbling them down into “internet space” I will find something or someone that makes me feel like I am not alone.

Enough for now but I will continue to share my thoughts and I will not wait so long this time.